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I survived my first night alone with Bianca without DH!!!! and........... it wasnt that bad!
For once she didnt scream and cry for hours on end! she was actually quite good! and i didnt have too much of a problem putting her down in her cot - she went too bed at 2230, woke up at 0115, back to sleep at 0200 and back up again at 0600! now i was kinda hoping she would sleep in until at least 0700 but hey, she didnt scream and carry on so im not complaining!
If felt weird being home of a night time with B and no DH - sounds funny but for the first time i actually felt like a mum!
Hopefully tonight will be just as good if not better! i am tired today so hopefully i get a bit more sleep - but we will see -

Hollye - I have to give Bianca 150mls also cause 100mls wasnt cutting it - she will drink about 110-120mls and occassionally will go thru the whole 150mls - so we are wasting a bit of formula as well - but oh well just part and parcel of it all i guess!
Why dosent your DP help u during the night?
I think u would handle being alone during the night just fine - ur a pretty tuff cookie - look at everything u have gone thru already and not once have u given up!
Also i have already popped into the chemist to get some Childrens Panadol - thought now that she is 1mth old we better have that on hand since we have already made a few trips to the chemist!

I have noticed our thread has been a bit quiet lately! we must be all busy with our little bundle of joys!