Katones~ :hugs: you are NOT a failure!!!! Repeat NOT!! Although I can understand the feeling, Bethany pulled an all nighter last night... I really hope the sleep centre works for you. I can't wait to hear how it works out.

Gee I am stuffed this is the first time I have had to sit down. Bethany pulled an all nighter, I think the big storm combined with a busy day out in the mega heat combined for a very over tried little girl. It was a tough night that resulted in me in tears sobbing that I just can't be a mum and we should return her. DH was there and assured me there is no return policy. She seems back to normal with her sleep today so here's hoping. I managed to grab a quick nap but I don't want a nap I want a sleep!!! I am pretty happy a super organised mum from the new mother group I went to has organised a get together next week so we can plan how we are going to continue on. The health center runs the meeting for 5 weeks with discussion and information and then it is up to each "group" what happens I am sure not everyone will stay on but I am glad some are. It will be good to have the regular activity and contact.
Well I am going to get dinner started then I can lie down and sleep and it will be ready when I want to eat
Hopefully I will get to check back later, hope everyone is having a good day and the bubbas are behaving!