Kuraiza dont worry Bethany it still awake at midnight, and the other night she decided to lie in her cot and play at 2am through till 3...loudly!! Atleast she wasn't crying I guess.

The photo cropping story is good too, she still does it, if she thinks that the photo will look better with out me she crops me out!!! She says it is so people can see Bethany better, well I am sorry but at 7 weeks old she doesn't take many photos on her own she usually needs to be held! The major birth annoucment one she sent to everyone was one pic of Andrew and Bethany, the other was this amazing photo of the first time I got to hold Bethany for real and we are just gazing at each other, I have it framed, it is just one of those wonderful moments anyway she totally cropped me out!! When my gallery opens I will post both so you can see! We also had some first photos of the 3 of us that day and they are lovely but apparently weren't good enough to use. So you can see why the prospect of spending tomorrow there is thrilling me to bits.
At least I can come home and vent here!!!
Also she wasn't able to have children after Andrews bro so I can hear her saying "whats the big deal?" It is a big deal to me.


On to the topic of poo, just had one that needed a clothes change and a bed change and who knows where else it is!! WHOA where did she hide it all?? Incredible. Will have to bath her later thats for sure.

Kuraiza~ mmm I guess if Jude is going to get gastro he will wether you leave him with your DH or not so leave him and have a break!

Belfie~~ Just do what makes you and X happy. A happy mamma is a happy bubba, I have had to learn that one!!