nixons birthday was a bitter sweet day for me ...

i was so proud of my son that he was 1 and geting to be a big boy ... but the week of his birthday i had a bad relaspse in to depression and got diagnoesed with OCD .... so while i was so so happy for him , i myself was dying inside with the thought that i will look back on his birthday and remember one of the bleakest weeks of my life ...

his party was a huge hit and got laoded with gifts... it was a memorable day .... he claps his hands on his own now ...and isnt doning much else .. only down to 1 day sleep but its about 2.5 hrs long so im not fussed ....

he is one super cute kid ... im off to update my ticker !!