mo do you mean in the birth story section? or just in here?
Well a reall compact sort of version is.... Started getting period type pain on the saturday night and was up every hour feeling like i needed the toilet! about 6am the next day the contractions were getting more regular and more painfull, by 8.30 they were very close and regular.So at 12.30 rang hospital again and they said to come in!
was coping ok with the pain and was sent to the ward as was only 3cm! We stayed in the ward from 1pm to 6pm when the pain got too much! by they way by this time i had forgotten all the things i had read and was concertating way too hard on the pain and the negativity it had on me, than trying to move around and breath!! so at 6pm we went to the birthing room and i started on the gas!
At 9pm the midwife broke my waters and gave me the pethadine shot and Myles had pooed inside so they had to monitor him in case of distress! I couldnt even move i thought the pain was that bad! see this is why i think im dissapointed in myself cause i couldnt handle it!
so at 11 pm i had an epidural! considering i didnt want any drugs at all i was screaming for it! I think at this time i kinda gave up! i was exhausted and in pain! Once the epidurial went in i felt at ease with the pain but very nervous as you cant feel your legs!
It would have been about 1.30 am or so that i got the urge to push! so i started! it was so hard as you have no feeling! His head kept going back in and he hadnt quite turned properly so they offered me the forceps! After talking it over with DH we decided it was best for baby! so unfortunately they cut me to insert the forceps and in one push Myles head was out!they had to clear his airways in case of meconium and with another push he was out!
Gee it wasnt as short as i thought sorry! So after wanting the most natural Birth as possible i had it all! drugs forceps and stitches! I supose hindsight is a wonderfull thing, cause after being through it i belive i would be able to handle the pain!
But he was out and healthy which was the main thing!

sorry it was long, i try not to think about it too much, the first couple of nights it consumed me and i even had nightmares! but its true that once that baby is in your ams you forget it all!