i had a visit from the chn today, and ainsleigh has put on 300g, so she is finally back at her birhtweight. thank goodness! had ultrasound done on my bb's today too, so they feel a lot better, but still have a massive lump. have to keep feeding her on that side to get rid of the lump, then i am swapping to bottle feeding only. i am only producing about 20ml even with all the expressing, tablets etc... i feel like i have done everything i can to make this work....but i am still sad to let it go.