Noni I answered in your other thread, I think it is called relactation. Give the ABA a call and get some advice from them. Try not to feel bad, you did the best you could at the time, plus Asha is thriving and I dont think she will ever hold it against you. If it doesnt work out this time then you can always try with the next baby, you will have more knowledge then and be able to get the support you need.