hi girls
sorry i've been so mia. lewis has been soooo sick. he's lost so much weight and is so miserable, i hate it. it's really testing dp and i. we've been fighting heaps. i'm really upset that he left me last weekend to go on an unnecessary boys 4 day weekend- stayed up till 5am drinking. then comes home tired and low tolerance- has to work huge hours as they've got heaps of work on atm. i'm bl88dy pg and sick with a sick baby- it's just all too much. he didn't know that we were going to get sick while he was away, but i just feel like he shouldn't be putting me in positions like that atm anyway, iykwim?? sorry for selfish vent post, i'm just really exhausted and over it all.
we ended up spending friday night down at the hospital emergency dept with lewis as he was just so lethargic and miserable, he wouldn't crawl or anything. he just couldn't keep anything down. i've been worried sick. he also won't let me put him down at all. i haven't had a shower in days. he won't sleep in bed without me, he has to lie on my chest on the couch at night. it's getting harder and harder to carry him around all the time as i'm bl99dy huge!!!
sorry, such a vent, i've just spent last night crying.

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pp- i loved your dream about my little oobi girl, she sounds so beautiful. i want to buy some oobi hairclips to put in her hair,