Good Raining! Morning!!!!
(need the rain for the 1 measly tank we have)

got side tracked watching season 1 of Third Watch
then b4 i realised it it was midnite & I cldn't get to sleep so had to put MASH on.
then dead to the world, i hear little foot patters as alex is coming up the side of my bed. he came for a cuddle then i suggested he goes back to bed & watch thomas so off we went, i looked at the clock (about 4.45am) then he wanted me to lay with him, good think he's in an actual bed now!

have to go to town today & go to the dr's & maybe some food shopping (just have to risk it with the boys, hmm). will have a coffee then work it all out.

thanks again Ladies. I truely appreciate the support you have given me over the last few days. You are wonderful Ladies & Friends.
I know I have a long way to go still, but it makes a difference knowing you have somewhere where you can go & let it out & know that I won't get belittled for it.

ok, have made my coffee, have made up a handful of poptop drinks for the boys (they sit in the door fridge & it makes it easier to have them ready to go instead of having to make drinks up)

Xmas:
From mummy: the boys are getting 6Volt batt operated bikes. Thought we'd give them to all 3 (my friends kid 2) @ once to save arguements. Jack was climbing on one (one that didn't go) in QLD & he looked okay with it.
From daddy: alex is getting a tonka tool station kit & jack is getting some jungle animal train
From us both: a jumping castle ($48 inc postage :O)
From santa: singlets & jocks, alex: thomas, jack: little people set

Tantys:
you get like that hey. Some of jacks are unbelieveable. He chucked one in the dr's office the other day & she panicked. I knew to leave it tho. When he was visiting his dad he chucked one & his G-ma was shocked. I think they realise just how much I'm going to have on my pl8 now.
Jack's classic: he sits there & throws what he has, throws the arms around & the noises, then stops to lay down & then keeps going, back up & all.
Most of the time they amuse me, not so much when we are out in public.
Have to record some one day!

Jack has just gone back to bed & I need to ring SM bank ...
bbl