hi girls

i'm so ****ed off with df right now. today was supposed to be a special 'treat' belated birthday day today for me. df was going to wake up when lewis woke up (at about 6.30) and come out here and do all the morning stuff so that i could have a sleep in. i don't mean to whinge cos i know that some of you in here have got situations a lot tougher than mine, but i have never had a sleep in, not even ONCE since lewis has been born. i'm just so tired with this pg now and i've been going to bed at 9pm everynight, but it makes no difference cos lewis always wakes up at least twice during the night...i'm so tired and df promised me this morning he would handle everything so that i could stay in bed until 8....well, i'm out here watching cartoons with lewis while df is fast asleep in bed...he's so friggin selfish. last saturday he stayed in bed until 2pm. i'm sick of him!!!

anyway, on a good note, i'm heading out to the day spa at 9am with my friend and df is going to look after lewis. he's already started whinging at me about what time i'm going to be home as he has to have a burn-off today WTF!!! this is the first time i've ever done this, and he's already on my case about it before i've even left....he's really doing my head in. i don't know how he'll go putting lewis down for his morning sleep, but i suppose he has to learn. sorry about the vent, i'm just feeling like a very unsupported parent right now.

hayley- that ear stuff doesn't sound too good at all. can you take her to the dr tomorrow? what have you got planned for when you're in melb? the weather here is absolutely crap atm so bring some warm clothes.

andie- what is your x-sil's baby named?

md- lewis is just not ready for one sleep yet. i wish he would, i think it would make life a lot easier.

sherie- that bruise sounds nasty, you poor thing

nella- i'll keep my eye out for elf suits. have you tried ebay?

arte- there was defintely a direct correlation between giving L more cows milk and the bfs decreasing, if that makes sense? he also started sleeping much better once he started having more cows milk. he's really taken to the cows milk. which surprised me, cos he was soooo dependant on bf, but now he couldn't really care less.

have a nice day girls