Hi ladies, back online...will try to catch up over the next day or so. Did start a post with personals but then DH was playing with the wireless router and then the computer ate my post! Now it's too late to do it all again BUT at least I'm back on ADSL again.

MM - still had probs with painful DTD after DD1 (massive tearing, bad scars, etc) but mine got better-ish after having some vaginal oestrogen (yep you read that right, pills for your fanny) so probably worth seeing your GP and asking for a gyno referral. Even IF it is "in your head" (google vaginismus - yep it's a real condition, BTDT too) the gyno will be able to treat you for that too. xxx

Feral toddler - yep got one here. PP Miss E also pinches, pokes, slaps and hits me too. Esp when I'm feeding her...not too sure how long we'll be BFing if this keeps up. Best thing is to speak calmly and try not to reward the behaviour by paying attn to it. Easier said than done when you're about to be de-eyeballed by a toddler finger. LOL xxx Hang in there.

Trill - pleased that you're getting good results on your meds - hope it continues and you get it fixed once and for all. Sorry to hear you haven't been in a good headspace. Hope you got my txt on your birthday - I was thinking of you. xxx

Ok better go, it's getting late and I've got a big day doing the Ikea stomp tmrw! Loving being HOME again, OMG I just can't tell you how unbelievably good it is being here. We've got way too much stuff to fit into this house (E is tripping over her toys, no space anywhere) so guess what I'll be doing for the next month or so! Already got my stall booked at the kids and baby markets - gonna SELL SELL SELL my baby gear and make bags of $$$ . Well that's the plan anyway. Still haven't seen AF but what are the chances? About a zillion to 1? Right?

xxx to everyone!!