OH PHEW! i found the thread LOL! mild moment of panic there when the link did a crazy time-travel trick on me. i mean i liked March, but not THAT much LOL!

Rainy: mwah! you got to see little saskia! how cute is she????? it's so precious that you and Ange have got eachother. Go BB!

MD: free bra. noice. i love peter cundall. do you know he gardens NAKED at home te he he, you wouldnt want to 'pop' around unexpectedly at their house LOL!

Leanne: WOW! Big Boy school. now that is getting to the business end! it is such a big decision. one of the reasons why we dont want to leave the area is that the school across the park is meant to be awesome. it is a community school and has gentle learning approaches which for us, is really important. so i just hope that we can buy a house in the catchment area LOL!

Andie: i think that decision to move back to brissy could be good (love the place!). but in all honesty i think it would be best to give yourself time to just enjoy the heaviness being lifted and allow the meds and your body to get really used to eachother first. if you can hold off, i would wait for 6 months, that way your body has really found its groove and is not so reliant on the effects of the meds ITMS. JMO of course though! and i would totally support any decision you would make. xx

PP: man that must have been tough. i am sorry that she cried, i guess you can take it as an indication that although she wasnt what you guys needed she did really care for N. I hope that you holding up okay after such an intense experience.

hmmm, totally forgot everything else from the other thread. man i am vague-a-rama these days.

AFM: well things are starting to improve slightly here for me. the pain relief is now actually providing some pain relief, so i take that as a good sign!
our friends from tasmania came to melbourne for a few days so we caught up yesterday and i was actually able to join everyone in eating yummy lunch on lygon st! our friend dragged me into the kids store 'Seed' and said that she really wanted to buy Leila something...$200 later and the child is decked out for winter LOL! i couldnt believe it! such gorgeous clothes. so she now has a gorgeous blue/grey corduroy pinafore, navy turtleneck, gorgeous lambswool cardigan and bright red wool tights (cause they go faster). just divine!
Leila has been pretty good. she has taken my incapacitation fairly hard, so it has been a trying time (not to mention the mountains of mummy guilt). one of the things that she has been doing is some regressive behaviour. she spent one whole day refusing to walk only crawling and trying to demand boob! i was a bit freaked out but just tried to go with the flow as best i could. at least now she is back at kindy and things are starting to get back to normal here.