FO3 - Your not the only one. lol Look over my direction.

Tegam - Hows everything going? Unlike you to be soooo quite......... Hope all is well. hugs

Crumpet - So glad Summah is doing well, its nice to have such a trouble free bub. Your doing a wonderful job. As for No.2, I thought I would only have 2, then when I did and it was another boy, I wanted another, then I lost that one and the next, then finally got my DD, then unexpectedly feel pg with DD2 when BFing, then I still felt like something was missing then tried again to have another 2 losses then little V, then i just didnt want V to be alone, and surprisingly ended up pg with Chloe. I wont be having anymore, yet I still have to keep reminding myself of that. lol. Absolutely hopeless arent I. hugs

Em - I hope all is well with you hun, hope your little girl is being kind to mummy. Look after yourself hun. hugs

Well thats all i can do for now, I am so tired and just cant function atm.

Forgot to mention that it is the anniversary today for the loss of my twins (it has been 8yrs) also the passing of my dad just 6yrs ago. Cant believe how time has flown.