Hiya ladies,
Well this will be a bit of a poor me post today. DS is becoming a totally different baby. He is being so so clingy and horrible. He isn't sleeping properly and is just like his sister was when she was tiny. My eyeballs are hanging out of my head and my house is an absolute pigsty. I had a bit of a teary morning cause all I have done is sit on the lounge trying to feed, or wearing paths in the carpet with trying to settle Caelan. My poor other kids don't even get a look-in, let alone DH! He cried and grizzled all night last night and only at about 4am did he go to sleep properly until 10am. When DH goes back to work, I am going to have to deal with DS1 waking 1-2 times a night, plus not sleeping because of DS2 and then getting up at 6am with DD. I so can't do this sleeples thing again. I will go bananas. Literally. Seriously. Not joking with you, I really really will! How will I cope??? DH says 'you just will, like you did with the other two'. And yep I guess I will because I have to. It won't last that long I suppose. But to know that I will end up in the depths of depression due to the sleepless nights and exhaustion, like I was when I had them....well I just really don't want to feel like that again. Ugh. This sucks. He was such a good baby a week ago.
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