Sorry I haven't been online for a few days. I mean no offence when I write this, but I cant take hearing about everybody's sleeping babies that just go down in 10 minutes. It is really making me feel worse and worse . Again, I mean no offence to any of you, a friend just had a baby and I go into FB just before and the first thing I see is about how much he sleeps and he's such an angel. Just breaks me down. What an I doing wrong? So I will be offline for a while I think.