I have started another thread about having an independent midwife or doula with me, and am thinking about whether that would help, by having an advocate who knows what he/she is doing, what the processes are, and who will be in a more objective headspace than DH or me ...

I spoke to one this morning, and have lots to think about!

And I've been speaking with my counsellor about it a lot, and am coming up with some possible strategies ...

Thanks for the love and hugs.

Still throwing up bile - it's interesting. I'm throwing up a lot more this time than last time, but feel less sick, ITMS. As in, I still feel sick for a lot of the day most days, but it's not as intense - and it's not just that I'm used to it ...

But I'm really praying that it stops soon!!

How's everyone else doing?

Doodle - how's it going at your shack, and with your dad?