oh JLeigh - that sounds so frustrating for you! I didnt think you were a textbook - I loved reading it! Boo for the mastitis, I nearly had a dose but noticed the lump in time to massage it all out hoping everything gets better for you soon, it just does your head in when they are unwell but especially when you arent also. and even if DH is fine and I am sick I still seem to need to soldier on rofl