Jubear, you're doing a wonderful job. Our first is not always easy as every new day brings new lessons. I'm still learning new things with my second. Good on you for asking for help too. It's one thing to recognise when something is not working for you, it's another to admit it and ask for help. So big hugs to you for taking that step.

My first bub was not always the best sleeper, he had trouble falling asleep without help and took a long time to settle if he woke. I have some ideas for you which I'll post tonight. I'm at work on the phone at the moment and it makes typing slow. Hang in there, this too shall pass.