Oh Kymmy.. I know theres nothing really anyone can say but you are right what will be will be and no amount of praying or stressing about it will change the outcome.
Having said that I hope you get an U/S nice and quickly to ease your mind and that it is just a scare like Telly had. Oh god I remember the uncertainty of those early weeks.
Try not to google or look too deeply into it right now Kymmy and if you need to talk we are all here and Im sure any of us would be happy to chat at any time with you xx