Sorry to hear you are having a rough time AMumma. I'm in the same boat as you, I feel like a crappy mummy.

I'm feeling down in the dumps today. Just can't see when things will ever get better. Last night Dh gave Jess a dream feed at 11pm and then she didn't go back to sleep until 3:30-4am. She thought it was play time. Then she woke up at 5:15am, feed and then didn't go back to sleep until 6:30am then she woke at 8am. It's been like this the last few nights. Only had one 'good' night that didn't involve being awake for most of the night but the rest of the week has been awful.

The nurse from Tresillian was very nice. She said that she has to outgrow the reflux for things to get better. Gave me a couple of tips for settling and feeding. She said if it all got too much I can do a 5 day stay just to get a break. She mentioned that the losec suspension may not be as effective as the tablets, though my ped said it was ok. I find myself chasing my tail to find a solution but nothing seems to help.

Hope you are all having a good day