gotta be quick as i am off to the Aquarium today and i am meeting JJ

Kylz - so sorry that you are having to do this alone, it really sucks sending you some today xx
Re the witching hour, MJ was terrible between 5 and 8pm. with A it is a shorter time and not as bad - or maybe it is that i remember it to be worse or was expecting it so it doesnt feel as bad iykwim. She gets over tired/stimulated and wants to feed, but doesnt want it... i find that the only way of settling her is walking around the house with her laying over my arm (superman style) and rocking her to sleep - but she doesn't settle long... trouble is this time around we have to have dinner at a set time because of MJ, so usually DH eats first (i try to eat each night with them but it never works) then when he is finished we takes A and i eat! Over night i am usually up for an additional hour getting the wind out as she wont settle until its gone - i have started tummy sleeping her in the day and she sleeps so much better, i think that i will night sleep her this way soon, but just want to hold off a bit longer if i can as it scares me (though i have a breathing monitor)

Ali - i sent you a message on FB... You are a great Mummy and as the others have said, you are so brave and ultimately a fantastic Mummy as you have taken that step to ask for help - i hope that your appointment goes well, please let us know how you get on... there is nothing but support in here, come in a vent, we are all here for you (and each other) and sometimes i think that it is easier to admit your feelings when you are not face to face withsome one. thinking of you today, you have my number, call me if you need xx