Thanks for the support everyone I saw my GP and am starting on meds and will go back in a week to discuss whether I want counseling etc. I barely made it in to my GPs room before I burst in to tears again, but I feel much better already just getting it off my chest. He has also ordered me out of the house twice a week without H for some Ali time, which is what Matt has been pushing me to do for the past few weeks but I just haven't felt like going out anywhere. My bestie is sending me out for High Tea with his gf on Sunday for Mother's Day, so I guess that will be a good start!

Anyway, I'd better start something around here. H is finally asleep after fussing all day. He has mouth thrush and has been unsettled for days, which hasn't helped!