KL - there must be something going on with the universe at the moment - E is back to waking through the night more than once - it's a bit of a shock to the system. she's also started seriously screaming the house down if i move her away from the boob (even when asleep) or try to burp her - it's full on! she's as happy as a pig in mud if she decides she's done and wants to sit up, but mummy has hell to pay if she tries to dictate. very emotionally trying

to the DTD question - with DH being away for work and things we're not having as much "fun" as was normal pre-pg - and when we do it can be painful. i had a c/s so i know it's not from that - i think it's just from lack of natural lube and stuff. i actually have a graze from our last exploits... sigh! poor DH (and me!) - he feels so bad he won't try anything again for ages and the break will mean it all goes back again and same thing will happen.

sorry for no more persies - just got home from mum's and got E to bed - with all the tanty's and stuff it took me nearly 2 hours to leave - i can't bring myself to put an hysterical bub in the car seat - it's not fair on her. little turd though - i managed to calm her after a second feed - kept saying i wanted to take her home to bed but she had to stay calm and things so that she knew what was going on (i refuse to believe she's not up to that level of understanding already lol) - she stayed calm and even smiled when i put her in the capsule! mum reckons she wanted to go home - goodo - don't scream then! lol