Hello girlies!

Sorry I haven't posted for a while, I've been reading, but not posting since I haven't had time!

Rose - glad to hear Liam seems to have handled the needles very well Tho sorry he has been feeding so regularly, hopefully it will pass soon.

Willow - can't say we've had any car issues, tho we never travel with him at night, so perhaps it might be a different story then.

Suz - glad you had a nice trip! Sorry to hear you are sick tho...hope you get better soon. And I hope your bubbies don't get it too. With the teats/bottles - we are using Avent bottles & teats and using the 2 hole teats as Michael doesn't like the 3 holes cos it comes out too fast for him! Good luck for your needles today! We have ours today too

Tilda - thats great Matilda is taking to flying so well...what a good little girl! You have needles today too? If so..good luck!

BS - allt he best for your trip, you must be sooo excited! I hope the flight goes well

Alison - hehe, Michael decided to get up early this morning too! He hasn't been up since before 6am for weeks! Hmm...but it was only 5.30am, so can't complain really! YES! Michael has been rubbing his eyes heaps too...which I've always seen as a tired sign...but when I put him down he just won't sleep (see below). No, still can't get rings on. Well, I can kind of jam them on, but it hurts and its hard to get them off again. Will wait a bit longer before I decide what to do re resizing.

Hello to all the lovely ladies I have missed...hope you are all keeping well!

AFM - sorry for the brief post today...Michael's day sleeps have gone downhill the past week. He takes FOREVER to get to sleep during the day, and even then its only ever for 30-40 mins and he usually wakes up with this horrible cry. Even as we speak he has been down for nearly 15 mins and he's still whingeing and carrying on. Yesterday I tried putting him down about 4pm for his afternoon nap and he was tossing and turning and talking and whingeing for an hour! In the end I gave up and got him up. And he no longer has a big sleep anymore, so I'm struggling to get things done...I have an ever-growing pile of ironing

And today he's getting his 4 month needles Getting them done at the GP so going to ask about those white blister things on his willy, OH! and DH and I have noticed that one of his eyes is different from the other. Its his right eye, you can tell when he looks down, his bottom eyelashes sort of disappear and the creases around the eye are different from the other eye. I do wonder if its related to the forcep marks he had over that eye, what if the forceps pushed his eye back??? I still don't understand why the dr used them anyway.

Still struggling with my anxiety...gets me down every now and then...I can't help feel I would enjoy it more if I wasn't so stressy and worried and anxious all the time. Not that I don't enjoy it, I certainly do and I love him to bits, but there's always this constant worry in the back of my mind when I'm with him, and in the front of my mind when I'm not with him, and this surge of fear when he cries or when he doesn't sleep or when other ppl hold him. I get so angry with myself because he really is such a wonderful good baby, I shouldn't have any worries at all. Ho hum.