Hi girls - had a very bad night with Alex last night - he just wouldn't settle. I ended up leaving him in his cot, wrapped and I fell into a really deep sleep (I wouldn't have woken if there was a tornado in the house kinda sleep). Don't ask where DH was because he is #1 on my list for how-many-years-would-I-get-if-he-disappeared-list. I think my foot is becoming deformed from kicking his butt to get him to do stuff..
Really tiring not having any backup to give me a rest.. can't ask the MIL or DH.. while they offer its the offering that doesn't actually mean they want to help out, coz I've called on them and they don't do anything except make more work for me to do

Sorry for the selfish ranty post.. just needed to get it off my chest, and now I'm better and goign to have a shower and head to the library before DS gets too much rattier.