So glad you all had a lovely Christmas and new year, ours was very quite, due to us moving house, but we are all in now, shame Mackay is still Mackay, but I will try to suck it up, dont know how long I can do that for, I was extreamly depress a few months back, I so dont want to sink into that black hole, which is always lurking around the edges...

Lets see, I have two sisters due to have their 1st baby this year, they are both very excitied, but both have had M/C before so are also a little worried, one is now about 16 weeks the other is 8, so my parent s will soon have lots of little ones to keep them occupied, I have other sister who TTC with help and looks like it might be IVF for her this year, but a long as it get the right result in the end who cares how the baby got there hey, another has her DF moving to Australia to be with her he comes from poland so Australia weather is goin gto be a bit of a shock for him, his visa just came though to he is coming out in Feb poor boy I feel sorry for him the hottest time of year for Vic, well I guess this will be a good test of their relationship...

so as you could guess with all this happening down home I am feeling very home sick, never have felt this way before when I ahve moved away, dont know why now after 12 years of living away from vic why its hit me now, but God I miss everyone...

On a good note, I am coming down on my OWN in late feb, just for the weekend its mum's birthday and the girls are taking her to go see Mumma Mia, she doesnt know that I am coming too... I am so very excitied to be going home for a weekend, plus this will be my very first weekend away on my own since having winkies, which is 10 years this year, ( another sad point who said kids are aloud to grow up so fast, if Zayden is 10 that must mean I am now 10yrs older too ) I am going to be staying with my brother... Plus I havent ever been to the theater ( sad I know ) never seen any conserts either, ( I have no life ) and really wanted to see mumma mia...

well thats about it for now
have a great day xx