we had a big talk about the job again last night - as much as having work again would be fantastic financially, it's just not valid with where we are with our lives at the moment. he's ringing about another general haulage job today - he hasn't driven a flatbed trailer much, but he's a quick learner...

E has gone back to sleeping through. i think i've decided she has Monday-itis! Sunday and Monday nights aren't great, the rest of the week is fine! i think it's the anticipation of the crummy day, and then the actual crummy day! lol