Hi Shayna - don't worry, I should've mentioned in my previous post that I didn't really feel like DTD to be honest but poor DH was getting a bit ancy, he kept asking me like a little pubescent boy ha ha. I didn't dislike it but I was too busy thinking, ouch ouch ouch and OMG Amelia's in the room I hope she doesn't remember ha ha! Also, I still haven't started taking the pill yet so we used condoms and I find they take away the sensation a lot. Sorry TMI!

Forgot to mention earlier, I had a bit of a meltdown last night, not sure where it came from as have been feeling quite happy. I had a nice long hot shower and when getting dressed looked up in the mirror and just went yuk! I came downstairs and burst into tears, DH was like what's wrong! I just suddenly felt disgusted in my body and that I look so fat and horrible - I have 7 kgs to lose and I still have this gut that makes me look 4 months pregnant only wobbly, my thighs are horrible and I hate my arms, then I went on to cry about the ability or lack thereof to breastfeed Amelia and how I'm such a failure having to have a c-section and now I can't give her enough milk so have to give her formula bla bla bla. He just turned around and said, I think you're being too hard on yourself Alison, you've just had a baby. Then I was like, but that was 7 weeks ago, how come other people at mothers group look thin! Basically he couldn't win, I just had to let it out and then I felt better. I just want my body back I kept saying.......I still feel that way this morning. Mind you, I did manage to express 50 ml this morning which is really good for me. Fingers crossed the fenugreek is working, in the meantime it's a BF/FF mix for Amelia!

Hi Mon - Amelia was doing between 5/6 hour nights too a week ago and now she's back to 3 or 4, grrrrrrr. Sux huh! Sounds like you had a nice evening, good on you. I reckon I'd be wanting to come home too though, my sisters have both offered to have Amelia overnight but I don't want to just yet. As much as the sleep sounds great I'd miss her too much and end up thinking about her all night anyway!

God I rambled again, sorry girls. It's bloomin hot outside, meant to be 41 today, was 27 at midnight and 35 at 10.00 am this morning. I'm staying in the aircon until DH gets back from fishing and then we're going to my sister's house for a swim later.