Hi girls!

I'll fill you in quickly on the enhanced MCHN. It was effed up. They encouraged CIO/CC which I really didnt like, although Ruby slept there for 1.5 hrs. I said to the nurse it's probably cause she got so tired from crying and she just winked. She also didnt want me to give her a dummy when she went to bed but I ended up getting it for her anyway cause she started getting really upset. I was really glad to leave and was happy she had that big sleep cause it meant she didnt have to cry so hard again. The nurse was saying that I need to let my baby cry and this crying always happens before sleep time. There was 2 other familes there too and their babies cried the whole time. It was a terrible day, I should have left earlier but thought I would give it a chance, DH was there too and Im glad cause I think I would have crumbled if he wasnt there with me.

I'll come back tomorrow, I feel like crap again......