oh also
last night theo started touching my face as he was feeding... was so beautiful
wish i could have bottled the moment

He's been doing it today too.

He grabbed my cheek (sharp nails, felt like claws) as he was standing on my lap, and gave me the biggest baby kiss! nawww! Sucked my cheek like it was the boob, teehehehe.


see.. how could i want to jeopardise these things?
i love breast feeding