Hi Everyone
Sorry I haven't posted for a while - my computer crashed (it was only 2 years old grrr) and we had to get a new one.

MHB - I am so sorry to hear about your friend's little girl . It is extremely hard to deal with the death of a baby especially one that is so close in age to your own. My heart goes out to you and your friends.

Leanne - I hope that Josh's reflux is getting sorted out and he is starting to settle better after feeds. You are not a bad mum at all - you are fantastic. 2 and a half hours of screaming after every feed in enough to do anyone's head in. Good on you for persisting.

AFM - We have all finally recovered from our head colds, but now have a gastro bug. DH has taken DD1 and DS to my mum's today so I can rest. I am soooooo over being sick. I don't think I have been sick as many times over my whole life as I have been in the last 5 months. It is unbelievable!!!

Xanthe is sleeping really well - she has been going the whole way through the night for the last week. She is still really unsettled during the days but I'm not sure how much of everything is to do with us being sick. We have had a couple of nights of 8.30pm to 6am which is an incredibly long time for a small baby but much appreciated by her sick mummy . She is still gaining weight so I am not concerned.