i feel a lot the same as you. i said to my dh if we are going to have another then i would want to get pg now as i know i won't want to come back. his heart is not 100% in it, and tbh neither is mine so we've decided it's a no go. i'm still really sad about it though

a girl from mg invited me to a thermomix demo but i didn't go. she raves about hers but i knew that we wouldn't be able to afford it anyway so didn't bother.

trill- i forgot to say in all the hoo ha of the meet-up that i love the bunk bed, it's gorgeous.

i'm off to drinks with my new kinder committee at 7.30pm. so nervous!!!