i want a bazillion babies hahahaha! but it aint gonna happen. we are pretty settled on 2 and are very lucky to have 2 good sleepers, i think going for a third is asking for trouble i love my sleep too much to risk it he he he....

MP: though babe, that must of been a bit of a hit to the confidence xx. but one thing i have learnt is that any big decision in life shouldnt be made in the heat of stress or hardship. wait until the storm of work etc are over and then have a big pow wow about where to from here re the kidlets. and i reckon a big gap isnt bad at all! look at MD! shining the way for us! and i have to say that i found the sleepless stuff alot easier this time because Leila is sleeping through and so i only had to attend to Marta ITMS. she was also toilet trained which has helped immensely...

BTW total awesomeness on the yellow ruffle skirt lol!

G: that is very cool about the committee panning out so well! what a welcome change after the mother group sagas that you now have a met someone that can fill that void IYKWIM. the world works in mysterious ways huh!

Sherie: man, i still bawl my eyes out in happiness whenever i hear of someone's pregnancy or birth...hahahaha i guess i am still riding a post birth hormone high lol.

afm: well i wasted my time today trying to do christmas shopping. bah. i feel like a humbug as it all just overwhelmed me how consumerist it all is. i mean, we all know that there is that element but to watch people buy the same crap and stand in massive lines to buy that crap BAH! i literally bought a packet of candy canes and a pair of leggings for Marta in the whole 4 hours that i dedicated to that horrid shopping centre. BAH. and what is with all the plastic crap at toys r us?? seriously! i just wanted to buy some cubby house paraphanelia but really dont feel like spending $30+ on stuff that will break in a nanosecond...can you tell that i was over it lol?!