Bea, firstly let me say I am sorry that you are still having issues, hugs to you.
It certainly is not the topic that I was commenting about, of course you are able to discuss this. The new poster went into a little too much detail, as Kelly has said above, that was what I wasn't happy reading, not the topic itself, trust me. I just felt that that graphic a post should be discussed in the adults only area, as that's what it's there for.
I hope this explains it all.