I know there was a thread no long ago that i posted in, in regards to sore bottom....cant find it now tho...lol

Any how... its now been 5 weeks and im still no better...so i figured while DD was getting her needles i should have my late 6 week check up.

Everything was ok, except the concern of when i do #2 it KILLS. I fear going to the loo cos i know how much pain ill be in....and it all ends in tiny blood clots or lotsa blood on the paper when i wipe. (i know sorry TMI) and tears streaming down my face. Any how mentioned it to dr who said it was a fissure and prescribed me some cream.....of which i have to squeeze inside me....how the hell am i gunna do that when it damn well kills to go to the loo...let alone shove something up???

Told me to try metamucil, over counter creams, and all these other pills....BUT ive already tried them

I just wanna be back to normal... i was thinking he'd say id need an operation (my dad had to have one when he had a fissure), but it wasnt ever suggested....

Any suggestions of to overcome this problem....or take my mind off the fear of going to the loo!!!! LOL