Kim - I feel for you. I have had surgery 3 times now & know exactly how you feel. Unfortunately I have suffered with these for years, even before ever being pg.

You have been given heaps of good advice, so I'll only add a little....

Even though you feel scared to go to the toilet - DON't WAIT!! It's the worst thing you can do. The longer it stays inside you the harder it will get & the more it will hurt to pass. I know it is SO scary, but go as soon as you feel the need. Try to take something to distract you, a magazine maybe? It might not work, but it could help.

Don't put up with it forever. I have tried, & there are just some that won't go away without surgery. There are different procedure that can be done & although seem awful at the time, the relief of feeling 'normal' again afterwards is SO worth it.

I'm really feeling for you. It's just not fair!!!