Best explanation for me second degree internal & external tear was that it felt like my crotch had been thrown in the ring with Mike Tyson...

It was swollen, black & blue from bruising & damned uncomfortable!!!

I remember at first it was so numb, so not a prob... Ha yeah, but then about 4 days later I could feel it & the swelling was like!!!! OOOOOOWWWWW!

I don't think it ever goes back to normal! :-s