Oh yes, I know how you feel!!!! I was the same and I felt horrible for feeling that way... I'm sorry to say, but it took me around 9 weeks before I started feeling a bit better about it all...but then Riley had MAJOR reflux problems and around 13 weeks we started him on medication and that's when things really started to improve a lot.

Good luck, I'm sure you'll get through it. Use the girls in here to vent as much as you need...it really helped me.