Marydean, wow, that's a terrific thing to happen to your DD1. How special.

Morgan, sorry you lost your Dad too, he would definately be looking over your little boy.

Gracie, I'm sorry your Mum passed away I am super close with my Mum. I believe you on her giving you the gift of your son.

You have all been so wonderful in your responses, you're all really sweet and know exactly what I'm going through so it helps me a lot. Thanks so much.

You know, Madeleine sleeps so well, I really think sometimes my Dad calms her and makes her the placid little girl she is, sort of a calming spirit around her.

Man...I miss him...I was looking at some pictures tonight of him holding me when I was a baby, he was so happy. I look at myself as a baby in those pictures and I was so happy to be held by him too. I really believe what you say Gracie in understanding how much your parents love you when you become one.