Hey guys,

Thankyou all for your kind words. I am going to see a counsellor this afternoon who specilises in fertility/miscarriage issues.
In a way I am trying to draw all these sad feelings into positive - exercising, eating better (even though we eat very well, maybe just a little too much!)
So, trying to lose a little weight, and have bought the new blackmores convieve well vitamins.
I am hoping we will be ready to try around feb/march next year. the thing is we seem to have no problem concieving (both pregs were uplanned, and we are quite careful) as was my daughter, 6 years ago (different daddy)...... its just a matter of getting the baby to stick!
And its exciting to being starting to think about really trying, and not by accident. So i am trying to put all my energies there.
Its kinda working