Oh tellytubby, I'm so sorry hun . I do know what you mean about not having told anyone as it was still too early, as we waited until 12 weeks to tell our families and a litle longer to tell friends. But even though you haven't told anyone, please open up to the people that are dear to you as they will help you heal hun. You would be surprised and shocked how many people come out of the wood work to tell you about their own losses. When I lost my little boy, I found out so many people I knew had early losses, late losses, and multiple losses. They came out and shared their stories as they wanted to help me through it, and they did. Any kind of loss is usually well hidden, and only shared when someone else is going through it.
Please don't keep it inside, the sooner you let it out and talk to someone, the sooner you can start healing properly. Sending you big hugs and I hope your loved ones will help you with your grieving
Beata xxxx