Thanks Dragonfly and everyone else for their support.
Period woke me with horrible cramps this morning and of course reminds me all over again of losing my angel babies.
Keep having the thoughts of if only I hadn't miscarried the first angel I would be at 21 weeks now and that just makes it more distressing.
One good thing is since coming onto this site I have found it easier to talk about as many of the people I work with new I had been PG but didn't know that I'd lost not one but two angel babies and I have in talking to them found that there is a lot of support/empathy amongst them as many have experienced a loss themselves.

Grieving very deeply the loss of my two angels, I hope you are at peace together. Love you always.
Tears flowing very strongly now.
Ali

Me 26 DH 28 DS 4
Little Angels - "Lucy" 9wks5d (12/8/08) & 4wks3d (28/9/08)