Hi all

It's been a long time since I've visited.
I suffered a complete molar pregnancy back in April and was told to wait 12 months before attempting to conceive again.

My baby's due date was tomorrow, 06 December, and the sadness is still so raw.
For the past week, everytime I think about it I get big tears welling up in my eyes.
I have applied for a day off work tomorrow, ciitng personal reasons, and plan to spend the day with my 4-year old son, perhaps going to the beach and doing some shopping. A fun, high-spirited day to take my mind off things.

Alot of people (family members) have asked 'oh are you still really upset about it are you?' Of course I am, the feeling just doesn't disappear! Gosh, what do you say to that?

In good news though, my obstetrician has now informed me that he'll let me fall pregnant again from February So bring on February 01, DP isn't going to know what hit him!!

Anyway, this was just a bit of a rant to get stuff out. Thanks for reading! I'm going to visit more regularly again now, in the lead up to when I can start TTC again.