Hi Tarni,

I just wanted to say I totally understand how you are feeling. I was a mess at my MC due date in sept. I cried a lot, felt very alone (even with a loving DH), and found that most people who haven't experienced a loss really don't understand and do expect us to be "over it by now". But for us it is still so painful, the yearning for what should have been, the loss of our dreams. All I can say is follow your heart, and do whatever you need to, to get through and to honour this day.

I am sure you will have much support here, BB really helped me, much more than I expected.

Your beautiful son will also help you more than he will ever know,

So a big hug from me, and all the very best luck TTC in Feb,