Oh hun. You are not alone. Please be kind to yourself and allow yourself to grieve the loss of both your pregnancy and your tube also.

I know the feeling. I've only recently recovered from my ectopic which was found at just over 7 weeks gestation. It's so heartbreaking.

If you need to chat feel free to private message me. There is a great group on this forum for ectopic pregnancy stories, I would link you but I am on my phone. I'll see if I can jump on a computer soon.

Sending great big hugs.