Bekyj2
Sweetie I can see why this is so hard for you. I was so deperate to get pregnant after my loss and as soon as I did I was so scared. I would go to the toilet to do an undies check, any little ache or pain I thought I was loosing the baby. I even spotted 2 days after I found out I was pregnant I was a nervous reck! I still have my moments becuase I think if I can loose a baby at 11 weeks I can loose one later to. I just wanted to let you know you are not alone with feeling scared.
Because you have already had 2 miscarriages let you doctor know and also if you have this available see an obstertrician and they will scan you more often and keep a close eye on you and if you did miscarry again they will do all the nessessary testing ( your gp will probably do this too if they know your history).
Congratulations on being pregnant again and try to enjoy that precious baby you are carrying inside you it chose you to be its mother!