BeiBei, don't try to stop the tears... cry, it helps. It really does. And when you think there are no more tears left, you'll cry even more. It hurts, nothing hurts like this. But it's important to feel the pain - you won't be able to move on by trying to hide it. Don't try to pretend to be ok, it only gets worse if you do.

Yes, my Caterpillar and your angel will be playing together. They won't be alone as they have each other. I wish I could be with you now, BeiBei - to give you a big, big hug and cry with you. Know that I'm thinking of you and sharing your tears right now, even if I can't be there in person.

BW