Thank you guys to spare your shoulders for me to cry on...and most importantly that you do understand the pain as you all have been there...I am just so grateful to have you all and I don't know how I can get through this without you...
Strange as it sounds, I think I will feel better afterwards...as it marks as a new begining and hope, when you hit the rock bottom and been through the worst, light should start to come in...I hope
Believe in the light. You may not be able to see it for a while but it is there. I'm taking strength from the beautiful women I know who have been through this and overcome... They've endured losses, but they now have beautiful children. It can be beaten.
But this is all stuff to worry about later. For now, take care of yourself, be gentle with yourself. Cry. Get DH to pick up take away for dinner. Take the phone off the hook and shut out the world for a while. Don't try to talk about it yet, just spend time together and grieve for what could have been. The time to think about what's ahead will come later.
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