Thanks everyone. I will definitely keep them.

Thanks for the info on the blighted ovum thing. I have also learned to hate the term "abortion" - although that's what it was I suppose. Was just a bit taken aback when the dr said that I had had a total abortion............

The thing that blew me away the most is that the dr - or any of the health professionals I've had anything to do with - have even asked me if I'm alright, or enquired as to my mental health. Maybe they're just gaging things by the way I am handling things, but there are people out there who are very good at hiding their emotions.

I encountered the same thing when I had Daniel and was crying when I was having massive trouble breastfeeding. The nurse came in to the room, realised I was crying and made a quick exit...... noice. I don't think she saw that I saw her. Just really sucks.

I'm looking forward to the next baby. Don't worry about that.

Once again, thank you everyone.