I know what you mean about having the scan films. I refused to pick mine up, I asked QDI to destroy them, they rang me about 3 times to pick them up and it wasn't until the 3rd call that I asked them to destroy them, I just couldn't bring myself to go get them.

My heart goes out to you. After my scan I didn't want anymore evidence left around, I threw out my positve tests, I still have one set of films here from my first scan, but I can't go near them.